Crossing the River
Chapter 3, Pages 39-43
Howe
was ecstatic.
The cage had been unlocked, the door opened;
once more, like the trained bear on a short chain, he was walking “the grounds
of the fair.”
They
had crossed the River, he and his “keepers” assigned again to spy! Splendid
“grounds” they were, made more so by the mid-morning, late-winter sun, the
sound of hungry gulls, the sweep of ocean air!
God
Almighty, how much he hated what he had left: during Browne’s absence the
half-witted mutter of barrack mates; the preying nastiness of the Sergeant, his
brass-tipped, jabbing cane; the foul, grubby scrubbings of latrine benches and
mess hall floors; the interminable inspections during which he had stood resentfully
alert, obedient, expecting indiscriminate abuse. Then, after the Captain had
returned, the purchasing of his fancy food, the polishing of his boots and
brass, the washing and ironing of his precious garments, the exercising and
grooming of his bay colt. His special duties completed, right-wheels on the
Common, drill after drill and standing and waiting, waiting and standing, more
marching and more standing and waiting. How he hated this life! How he rejoiced
in his reprieve!
During
their meeting with General Gage, Browne and De Berniere had requested his
service. According to De Berniere the General had taken an interest in him. Who
in the King’s army would have suspicioned that?!
They
had a different destination. Concord .
They would be seeing different people. He
would be speaking to them. Each
man recognized the rebel’s attentiveness, his sudden decisiveness. Each man
would be carrying a pistol. Benefiting from experience, appreciating De
Berniere’s abilities, confident of his own, Howe was excited and expectant.
He
was tested outside Concord .
They
had been instructed to spend the night at the house of a prominent Tory, Daniel
Bliss. Their most difficult moment, De Berniere had warned, would be their
inquiry of where the Tory resided. They were strangers. Their manner of
intercourse with the citizenry, Howe notwithstanding, would attract attention.
Requesting directions to the house of a known Loyalist was, of itself,
sufficient cause for arrest. Whom they asked, therefore, and where they asked
were singularly important. Their having come upon a young maiden, a servant girl in Howe’s opinion, harvesting mushrooms by the road,
the first building of the town some fifty rods away, De Berniere ordered Howe
to proceed.
Exhibiting
not a shard of suspicion, the girl identified Daniel Bliss’s house. Fifteen
minutes later, enjoying a glass of port in their host’s drawing room, tracing
the grooves of his chair’s intricately carved arm rests, Howe was enjoying De
Berniere’s description of the two officers’ Marlborough escape.
Yes,
Daniel Bliss responded, he did know Henry Barnes. He did appreciate the Tory
gentleman’s valor and his allegiance to Crown and country. He hoped that they
would not suffer here a similar experience; but, he confessed, he, too, was
watched, although he had not been threatened. Their stay (Did they not agree?)
should be brief. As soon as they had enjoyed a second glass, he would show them
his map.
A
noisy commotion at the front door interrupted their conversation. The girl to
whom Howe had spoken, eyes large, face flushed, hurried into the room.
The
four men stared. Abruptly, De Berniere stood. Bliss's servant, having followed
the girl into the room, reached to grasp her right forearm, hesitated, removed
his hand. Lips quivering, she attempted to speak. Cradling her face, she
sobbed.
“Mary,
dear, what has happened that disturbs you so?” Bliss gathered her against his
chest.
Seeing
her kneeling by the roadway, Howe had judged her to be no more than fifteen,
the same age as his sister Milliscent the week he had enlisted. A poor farmer’s
employable daughter. “Oh yes,” the girl had said to him. “Mr. Bliss lives in
the two-story house t’the left o' the road. You'll see bricks by his chimney,
which's t’be repaired, I believe.” A simple, trusting child. Having smiled at
him, she had returned wholeheartedly to her task. “We have been fortunate,” De
Berniere had said after they had traveled a hundred yards.
Leaning
forward, Howe listened.
Her
mistress had wanted … men had scolded
her! Two men from a house across from where she ... “If I don’t leave town,
they said they'd tar an' feather me!” she exclaimed, amid sobs. “They said I
did direct Tories in their road!”
Bliss
comforted her. Her “mistake” was but a trifle. “They would never do such a thing. Not for you to worry, my dear.” Their anger
was directed at him! With fatherly assurance he escorted her to his front door.
“Go to your mistress but say nothing of this,” Howe heard Bliss say. “Let us
hope today she’ll be less unpleasant.”
Having
returned, Bliss identified the two men. His old enemy, the mechanic, Joseph
Hosmer, was one of them. It had been Hosmer’s house that the girl had spoken
of. Months ago Hosmer had denounced him, had belittled him, after Bliss had
spoken his mind at the Meeting House. Likely, Hosmer and his companion were
alerting one of the militia captains, if not Major Buttrick himself. However,
Bliss would challenge them, bluff them. The British soldiers were business
associates, he would say, English traders who had journeyed to Concord to speak to him
for the very first time. How could Hosmer, or anyone he might bring to the
house, know otherwise?
They
heard a resounding knock on the front door.
Bliss
directed Howe and the two officers into a large kitchen. Leaving them, he
walked into the vestibule. Staring at a meandering crack in the plastered
ceiling, Howe heard the opening and the closing of the large front door. Bliss
swiftly returned.
“I
have been handed a message.” With squinting eyes he read it. Looking up, he
said, “If I attempt to leave, I am to die.” His expression indicated quiet
disbelief. “I find this difficult to
countenance.” His lips moved across the tops of his teeth.
“You
must leave with us!” Captain Brown revealed his pistol.
“Be
assured that we will protect you,” De Berniere answered.
Turning
away, Daniel Bliss stared across the kitchen, at cooking utensils dangling from
iron hooks.
No.
Stay, where you have the right, Howe thought. Defeat them! Stay and fight!
Their
message made no sense. Why would they not
want him to leave? Because of what he knew? He could pass everything he knew on
to them! Without stepping outside his house! Their message, their nastiness,
what they had done to the servant girl, all of it angered him. He hated
bullying. Whatever you thought about somebody, by right you ought to leave him
alone! You didn't just … threaten his life!
“In
truth, I’m in greater danger if I stay. This moment has been long in coming.”
Eyes tearing, Daniel Bliss sought their advice.
“Go
with us,” Browne insisted.
“The
Committee of Safety knows I have misused them.”
“I
regret that our presence has forced this,” De Berniere declared.
Stay, Howe had wanted to say. But the
man now standing before him was not the defiant Tory that moments ago had
thought to play-act. His leaving seemed suddenly the right choice.
“There
are so few of us.” Bliss expelled a lengthy breath. “I may not see this house
again.” His voice quavered. “Alas, we give up everything.”
This
man, holding fast to his beliefs, was called a traitor. Because of what he had
bravely chosen, because of what his enemies believed,
he would lose everything he had the right to own!
Howe
wanted to say something. Because of his station -- and because instinct was
telling him that something about his thinking was wrong -- he didn’t.
He
wondered. What of the rebel? Was he
bullied? So he said. Wasn’t his rebelness a standing up to the bully also? In
so doing wasn't he choosing a future, too, and wouldn't he also suffer? Howe
thought about his musing of the day before, of being “released” from the bear
cage at the country fair. Forced to return to his own cage, the rebel farmer had balked! Better to fight and
suffer and hope to prosper than to give up and definitely suffer. Here he was,
John Howe, a stable boy from England ,
servant to an officer with a limited brain, doing exciting work for the King.
He had seen what these rebels were about and he had seen what this prosperous
Tory countryman was about and he knew everything he needed to know about the
King's men!
Who
were the bullies?
Howe
hadn’t chosen this work, but he loved it.
Wrongnesses.
Actions. Outcomes.
His
misfortune had been that he had chosen to be a redcoat soldier. If he wanted to
change that, what in fact would he gain and how might he suffer if he tried?
The thought agitated him. The “poltroon” provincial was Howe's opponent, true,
but not without exception his mortal enemy, so he had the mind to believe.