Frederick Douglass -- Living with Thomas Auld
About Thomas Auld, Frederick wrote the
following.
… Captain Auld was not born a
slaveholder. He had been a poor man,
master only of a Bay craft. He came into
possession of all his slaves by marriage; and of all men, adopted slaveholders
are the worst. He was cruel, but
cowardly. He commanded without
firmness. In the enforcement of his
rules, he was at times rigid, and at times lax.
… He found himself incapable of managing his slaves either by force,
fear, or fraud. We seldom called him
“master;” we generally called him “Captain Auld,” …. Our want of reverence for
him must have perplexed him greatly. He
wished to have us call him master, but lacked the firmness necessary to command
us to do so. His wife used to insist
upon our calling him so, but to no purpose (Douglass 66 67).
Not long after Frederick ’s arrival at St. Michaels, Thomas Auld attended
a Methodist camp-meeting held in Talbot
County and “there
experienced religion.
… I indulged a faint hope that his conversion
would lead him to emancipate his slaves, and that, if he did not do this, it
would, at any rate, make him more kind and humane. I was disappointed in both these respects. … If it had any effect on his character, it
made him to have been a much worse man after his conversion than before. … After his conversion, he found religious
sanction and support for his slaveholding cruelty. He made the greatest pretensions of
piety. His house was the house of prayer. He prayed morning, noon, and night. He very soon distinguished himself among his
brethren, and was soon made a class-leader and exhorter. His activity in revivals was great, and he
proved himself an instrument in the hands of the church in converting many
souls. His house was the preacher’s
home. They used to take great pleasure
in coming there to put up; for while he starved us, he stuffed them (Douglass 67-68).
At this time in his
life, Frederick
“was powerfully drawn to religion. He
had been moved by the Word as he and Sophia Auld read the Bible, and when he
was twelve, having already met some of the free black boys who attended the Bethel chapel of the African Methodist Episcopal Church,
he began attending the new Sabbath school for black children at the Dallas Street
Methodist Church . … Frederick himself began teaching in the
Sabbath school when he was only about fourteen.
Three men greatly influenced his religious commitment, which he would
eventually lose as he witnessed the corrupting influence slavery had upon the
church. One was a white itinerant
evangelist, a “Mr. Hanson.” Another was
Charles Johnson, a black caulker and lay preacher in the Bethel chapel. The third was “Uncle Lawson,” a drayman for a
Fells Point ropemaker. “Despite Hugh
Auld’s threats—never carried out—to whip him if he didn’t stop wasting time in
the alley, Frederick began spending long hours with Lawson, an only partially
literate lay preacher. As the boy, the
better reader, searched the words of the Bible, Lawson sought their
spirit. He saw huge promise in the boy,
spoke to him Douglass said, of ‘what I ought to be,’ …. He gave Frederick a sense of
destiny” (McFeely 38).
But Frederick
was profoundly disappointed in [Thomas] Auld and in the Methodist church. Although one minister, George Cookman, much
respected by his black congregants, adhered to the old tenet that slavery was a
sin and urged its end, the majority of his fellow clergymen did not, and they
saw to it that Cookman was moved out of Talbot County (McFeely 43-44).
We slaves loved Mr. Cookman. We believed him to be a good man. We thought him instrumental in getting Mr.
Samuel Harrison, a very rich slaveholder, to emancipate his slaves …. When he
was at our house, we were sure to be called in to prayers. When the others were there, we were sometimes
called in and sometimes not. Mr. Cookman
took more notice of us than either of the other members. He could not come among us without betraying
his sympathy for us, and, stupid as we were, we had the sagacity to see it.
While I lived with my master in St.
Michael’s, there was a white young man, a Mr. Wilson, who proposed to keep a
Sabbath school for the instruction of such slaves as might be disposed to learn
to read the New Testament. We met but three
times, when Mr. West and Mr. Fairbanks, both class-leaders, with many others,
came upon us with sticks and other missiles, drove us off, and forbade us to
meet again. Thus ended our little
Sabbath school in the pious town of St.
Michael ’s (Douglass 68).
Worse still was Auld’s treatment of Frederick ’s crippled
cousin, Henny. Her inability to work
because of her twisted hands, as well as her bitterness, was a source of
constant guilt and frustration for Thomas.
When his wife complained, he tied Henny up and whipped her, reciting
“with blood-chilling blasphemy” as he did, “That servant which knew his lord’s
will, and prepared not himself, neither did according to his will, shall be
beaten with many stripes.” So much,
thought Frederick ,
for the benevolence that flows from Christianity.
It was clear that Thomas was not going to
rescue him through either manumission or the creation of some special world
within slavery, and Rowena [Thomas’s wife], who was so stingy that her slaves
were often desperate with hunger, was determined to make an obedient,
profitable slave of Frederick. She succeeded in doing precisely the
opposite. Frederick ’s sister Eliza taught him the
time-honored ways of slave rebellion—an instruction forgotten, a tool
misplaced, a task half-performed. In
exasperation, Rowena Auld, reminding Frederick
of Aunty Katy, tried to starve the two into submission. Their response was to steal (McFeely 43-44).
… We were therefore reduced to the wretched
necessity of living at the expense of our neighbors. This we did by begging and stealing,
whichever came handy in the time of need, the one being considered as
legitimate as the other
(Douglass 66)..
My master … found me unsuitable to his
purpose. My city life, he said, had had
a very pernicious effect upon me. It had
almost ruined me for every good purpose.
… One of my greatest faults was that of letting his horse run away, and
go down to his father-in-law’s farm, which was about five miles from St.
Michael’s. I would then have to go after
it. My reason for this kind of
carelessness, or carefulness, was, that I could always get something to eat
when I went there. Master William
Hamilton, my master’s father-in-law, always gave his slaves enough to eat. I never left there hungry, no matter how great
the need of my speedy return. Master
Thomas at length said he would stand it no longer. I had lived with him nine months, during
which time he had given me a number of severe whippings, all to no good
purpose. He resolved to put me out, as
he said, to be broken; and, for this purpose, he let me for one year to a man
named Edward Covey (Douglass
69-70).
It would be one of
the most important years of Frederick Douglass’s life.
Works Cited:
Douglass, Frederick . Narrative
of the Life of Frederick Douglass.
New York, Penguin Books USA inc., 1968.
Print.
McFeely, William
S. Frederick
Douglass. New York, W. W. Norton
& Company, 1991. Print.